
Last night, I had the wonderful opportunity of attending the General Relief Society meeting with my mom. We missed Amy & Kari who had previous commitments.
President Beck was enjoyable as were both of her counselors, Sister Allred and Sister Thompson. But the ultimate treat was hearing President Uchtdorf speak. What a wonderful, "real" man that we have to guide us and uplift our Spirits.
While the congregation stood to sing the hymn, "Now Let Us Rejoice", I was overcome by the Spirit. Knowing that the thousands of women in the Conference Center and those scattered all across the world were all part of this wonderful organization, for some reason, moved me. I've never been a huge fan of Relief Society but last night, I was appreciative and proud to be involved.
It was also confirmed to me that I am a daughter of our Heavenly Father. He loves me, knows me, is there for me and wants me to return to Him.
Growing up, I had a hard time believing that. It was constantly told to us in Primary and Young Women but I felt as if they had to tell us that. I had an experience when I was 12 that affected the way I viewed myself and how I thought others viewed me. Several years later (like within the last 5 years, I'd say), my sister and I were talking about something when that experience came up. She asked why I was still letting it bother me. I didn't have an answer but I could see where she was going with it and she was right. I had the choice to either dwell on it forever or learn from it and use it to better myself.
Within the last year and a half, I've really come to know its truth. Working with the young women in our ward has strengthened my testimony of the love our Heavenly Father has for us. And hearing the words last night from a true Messenger of God bore witness to me that His plan is real. He's real. Jesus Christ suffered for us so that we may return to Heavenly Father when our time on earth is over. How grateful I am for that knowledge.